NO FUN !

seriously, seminggu ni aku rasa hidup aku tak de fun lansung.! so kadang2 aku macam agak kesian dgn kawan2 yg b'dampingan dengan aku sebab 'depa' tak dapat fun pon duduk dengan aku.sorry la...

aku pon tak tau la kenapa aku rasa mcam ni. walaupon kalau nak d'kire, minggu ni la minggu yang paling sibok, n banyak bnde aku nak kene buat. ape bende tu??

well, minggu ni aku kene siapkan assignment english, aku ade game bola baling nak kene handle, aku kene handle game untuk bio day jugak.. and petang tu jugak aku kene handle game lagi..

mungkin la ade sesetengah akan cakap, 'alah, tu je pon...' tapi! kau jangan cakap banyak.. mai sini jadi diri aku sat tengok! hang rasa la apa yang aku rasa! ( tudiaaaaaa...... hahaha )

so, from that boleh nampak la kan yang minggu ni aku banyak aktiviti. suppose aku boleh dapat fun la. tapi tak! tak pon! serius dalam hati aku tak de rase fun lansung! aku makin letih, aku penat, aku bosan, and secara tak lansung aku tak de mood! hmm...

tapi aku bukan la jenis yang tunjuk sume tu kat orang sekeliling. tapi bile satu tahap aku rase tak tahan, memang la.. yang tu di luar kemampuan aku. aku mintak maaf banyak2. tapi tolong jangan cakap aku sombong! aku layan cakap kau pon dah cukup bagus ek.. kau jgn nak lebih2 judge aku!

memang aku tak rase 'seronok' lansung minggu ni. aku buat sume bende sbb dalam kepala aku, ' aku kene buat ni.. aku kene antau ni..aku kene siapkan ni..' thats all..aku cube buat macam2 bende so that aku boleh boost kan perasaan 'seronok' tu.. tapi tak.. tak de pon..

skarang aku dah tak tau nak buat ape lagi. ape yang aku mampu buat, just follow the flow..

ha! ade org kate aku ni jenis yang happy go lucky. tapi makin lame aku rase character tu is fading away.. mungkin kalau orang yang betol2 kenal aku dia nampak la kot sifat tu. tapi kalau yang jumpe aku tepi jalan, mmg tak la.. dengan muka yang masam and 'sombong'. sume orang yang nampak aku pon nak cakap aku sombong. okay la fine!

sume bende yang aku cakap kat atas tu buat aku fikir yang i'm a person that is not fun to be with.. is it?? entah la..and sebab sume ni, perasaan aku untuk balik meluap-luap! nak balik, nak peluk mak, nak borak dengan mak puas2! tapi apa kan daya, lambat lagi waktu aku akan jejak kan kaki kat rumah nak tiba. so aku hanya mampu bersabar...

mak, adik rindu kat mak.. :(







p/s : kau ingat orang, tapi orang ingat kau ke?? kau risaukan orang, tapi orang lain risau kan kau ke?? kau fikir kan perasaan orang lain, tapi orang lain fikir ke perasaan kau?? sia-sia..

Life well shared

masuk je klas, as usual la lepas exam, all the lecturers will make their own ANALYSIS !

in qualitative aspect, it can be good or bad. i'm sure no one want to hear about the bad one. but the reality is, there will be the bad one. straight to the point, one student in my class will be 'rewarded' an F for math.. biasenye org cakap, kalau 1 org yang berjaya dalam kalangan kite, cakap dalam diri yang kita akan jadi yang sorang tu. but not for me! why why why??? because because because...... those who get A's are already mentioned and none of them is the person who is writing this sentence.. yes, the sentence that you are reading right now.. >_<

diriku digantung tak bertali. oh NO!

bohong kalau cakap tak terganggu dengan insiden pengumuman tersebut! i started to feel like i'm a very #$%@^ person !! and, feeling like there are no more strength to get through this 6 february 2012! also, feeling like I HAVE RUINED MY WHOLE LIFE!

TAPI..... !!! apa kan daya, life must go on.. and aku ade banyak lagi kelas yang sedang menunggu, so GET AWAY YOU BAD THOUGHTS!!

though i always think of myself as a !@#$%# person, but i do say 'ALHAMDULILLAH' for every single thing that had be given to me and also for every happy feelings that i feel. sometimes we might look at something simple, for example bangun tido. kadang-kadang kita lupa nak ucap syukur sebab kita masih diberi kehidupan, keupayaan untuk b'gerak, dapat menghirup udara yang segar dan nyaman dan macam-macam lagi yang tak mampu nak di list kan satu2.. i'm just an ordinary girl, so for sure sometimes i do forget to mention it. but whenever it passes your heart, say it! tak rugi ape-ape pon kalau sebut Alhamdulillah. so, even if

i'm not able to get A, its okay. it means that i need to work harder after this. its a good thing isn't it? whatever grade it is, syukurlah. yg pnting, sentiasa majukan diri, and NEVER GIVE UP!

every time i did't manage to do something right, i will think of :

1 - #@$%^ la aku ni!

2 - kesian mak babah. mesti malu dapat anak macam aku.

the 2nd one will definitely make my tears fall just a like a heavy rain.. and that's what happened in my class last semester. yes! others will surely describe me as :

1 - budak lembik!

2 - sikit2 nangis, sikit2 nangis !

hadirin hadirat sekalian, korang tak kan pernah faham what triggers my eyes to secrete those tears. after holding those frustration, sadness, anger and everything, to cry is worth it.each one of us have our own life and it will never be the same.even if u are facing with something that is unbearable, u will also think of crying as the best way to release the tightness of your chest. ( ignored those bad phrases )

Sow an act, and you reap a habit;

sow a habit, and you reap a character;

sow a character, and you reap a destiny.

~George Dana Boardman~

p/s : everyone has their own thought, way of thinking, and way of showing their action :)

17 minutes stopping by!

i've been in silent for a long time, i guess...

actually i'm thinking about updating my blog but lots of works do disturb me and stop my fingers from running on nora's keyboard. never mind then..

well, i only have 17 minutes to write anything for this post.

sometimes i feel like its a waste for me to have a blog.

why?? because, as all of the viewers or readers can see, there's nothing much that i wrote in here,right??

and i also feel like its a waste for the readers to spend their time and read what i wrote here.

but, an option of closing this account make me think twice..( not twice..many times actually..hehe..)

so, at the end, i have decide that i'm going to make this blog, as a 'place' where i can write anything i want to.

not hoping for thousands of followers,hundreds of comments, and millions of viewers. no!

but one thing i do hope, if there is any thoughts, idea, motivation that i write here, hope it will be something that will inspire anyone who view my blog.

i may not have so many 'input' to share with everybody, but hope any simple thing that is written here will trigger to a positive thing. :)

nothing else left, bubbye!!

p/s: you may have your own plan for your life journey since you were young. and you may be dreamed about something since you were young. but do provide some precaution steps for the plan. because along the way, your plan might not be done according to what you have planned due to some 'natural errors'. experience = experiment

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betol betol!! tak bohong..! memang sangat2 tension..! kadang2 rase macam nak meletup pon ade kepala ni kan.. yela, macam2 bende fikir..

bile kawan2 aku cakap die tension, aku akan cakap balik, ' relax r..jgn tension2 sangat..nanti satu keje ape pon tak jadi..'

so, tak kan aku nak jadi orang yang hanya tau cakap tapi tak pratik kan bnde yang sepatutnye.. kan?????

so, berat macam mana pon, aku kene relax jugak la.. selagi kepala tak pecah, means aku okay lagi la tu..huhu..

trust me, setiap orang pon akan ade satu mase yang diorang panggil 'hard time'..kan???

and diorang boleh jek get through time yang macam tu.. so, aku???

BILE ORANG LAIN BOLEH BUAT, MEANS KAU PON BOLEH BUAT....

bukan dari segi getting out of a 'hard time'..tapi dalam ape jua aspek jugak..okeh??

so, tak yah la nak emo2 sangat... :)

ease yourself...:)

p/s : ade mase aku sampaikan cerita pasal kura-kura and arnab.. :)

on n on....

untuk aku and semua,

ape pon yang jadi, teruskan jela p'jalanan hidup korang..

bak kate sir, ' this is not the end of the world '...

aku tau sume tu berat giler2 nak kene tanggung..

cube bagi aku pilihan...mmg xde pilihan lah..

there's no other way to go other than just follow what u should..

though its not what you want, but you'll never know what is waiting on the other side..

there must be a reward for every patience..

i'm not that 'excellent' person who deserve to talk about this matter..

but i think there's nothing wrong for me to have these thoughts in my mind..

those are the reason why i am able to continue my routine..

thinking about what had happened to you in the past will only just make u fall..seriously!

i can't stop thinking about those regret..

but until when will you move out from those nightmare???

be strong and be positive!

try to find something that can motivate yourself whenever you feel down..

even a single word can make you feel relief..

DON'T GIVE UP AND KEEP ON TRYING!!!!

p/s: fine! post aku sgt serius dan tegang..just like how i feel right now..